Wednesday, 25 September 2013

I once was blind but now I see


We grew up the best of friends. Cousins by birth, sisters by heart. Although our homes were separated by thousands of kilometres, it didn’t matter. Each time we were reunited, it was as if we had never been apart. No one knows me like my cousin Erin does.

But our differences also significantly defined us and often had us questioning each other in a bid to understand where the other one was coming from. Especially as we grew into young adults. I was the dreamer and the romantic. Erin was the realist and activist. I loved romantic movies, she loved musicals. She loved news and politics, I loved the entertainment news. I went to uni and studied business, whilst Erin went to uni and studied politics and religion.

These differences also spilt out into our Christian faith and walk. Both of us are very strong Christians so our desire to live for Jesus was our strongest bond. What I couldn’t connect with Erin about was her passion for social justice, her fight for the poor and her missional heart. Don’t get me wrong – I admired her immensely for her passion and advocacy. But it didn’t interest me. I believed God had called me to minister in other areas that I was passionate about and that was different to Erin’s calling.

I believed this – up until 2 years ago. In 2011, I applied for a job with World Vision as Regional Relationships Coordinator - and I was successful. This excited me. For different reasons than you may be thinking. Firstly, I was excited I was working for a Christian organization but I was mostly excited that 10 years after graduating from my Human Resource Management degree, I was finally able to use it! And of course, when I told all my friends and family, Erin was the one who was the most excited for me. And so began a new season of God teaching me.

What I have learned in this past two years has changed my heart and my idea of what Christ calls us to as his followers. Working for World Vision opened my eyes up to a world I never realized existed. A world that needs our help. We are citizens of an entire globe and when Jesus call us to love our neighbours, he means the poor hardworking farmers in Ethiopia, as well as the people who live next to us.

Isaiah 58 tells us that if we spend ourselves on behalf of the hungry and satisfy the needs of the oppressed then our light will rise in the darkness and our night will become like the noonday.

My blindness to God’s people and their need for justice has been lifted. The light has shone in – the light of Christ’s love for his people – into my heart. And now I want to shine that light stronger than ever before.

Sadly, today is my last day with World Vision. I have had to leave this beautiful organization for personal reasons, but I am so grateful. I am grateful for the people of this organization who work tirelessly to help bring sustainable change in the lives of the poor. I am grateful to the people who partner and support World Vision, giving out of themselves to help others. I am grateful to Erin who is an inspirational example of what it is to have a missional heart and passion for justice. And I am grateful to God for opening my eyes and lifting my blindness and for breaking my heart for the things that break His – so I can love his people.

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